I just delete an entire chunk of words but yeah I have once again reached the point where I am breaking down and wanting to let everything go. Such a miserable and pathetic 21 year old faggot that still has no aim in what I want to do. Zero discipline and time management boo fucking hoo. From poly into uni and I am still the same shit, what the hell is up with me man I keep trying and I still end up circling back into this dumb shithole situation. ughhhhh
p.s. glad to have had your arms around me although I know that is the most that it can be
