You can say or think whatever you want but I am most definitely not trying to hold on tight to your ass or what. I just seriously miss you and I can bet if things were just as it was before, all these would have been perfectly normal. Somehow that exchange of "I hate you" felt real... I don't know man. So you're not sorry for what's going on now hmm, why am I not surprised...
A friend of mine told me, "If you really cherish his friendship, you need to accept his change."
This emotional attachment to a close friend sucks. You suck. You really suck...Last night's conversation was kinda bittersweet man...Stop acting like an asshole already :(