I am feeling utterly lost in life...been stoning out so much lately.
Ughhhhh I just want to be better, I want to try and change but it is just not working out ugh everything...they are just words. No action. I just realise also that, I do not want to just be someone who would go through uni just to finish and get my degree then just go out to work and get done with masters and work for the rest of my life. I want to do way more...
And to do any more than that...quoting my friend, "you'll need this magical thing known as discipline", well not forgetting strength. I am praying so hard I would have managed to fix myself before the next sem starts.
