Of course the bad times can't be forgotten entirely, as in... there's no anger when I think of the bad times. 

It just aches me thinking bout all the times together. I'm not as sure as you are on moving on though. Still figuring out why every other one failed badly after you, or rather... on how things ended up happening.

I hope you will come to know what you want and just go for it too.

Hmm to that last question, it's literally every little thing. Just think of all the little things you can think of haha.

This aside, I realised how... so much had changed, and so much has not. I, however... have not understood why things still lead me to thoughts of you and who I was before. It's been awhile... Maybe it isn't just you. Rather it's how I seem to feel like/become a different person when someone once close to me, leaves.

I really am grateful for the times with secondary school mates as even till now, nothing changes when we're together.

Just something random, both my hairstylist and my colleagues have suggested that I go get my hair cut real short. Well I have been wanting to do that for ages but it has either failed to turn out well or..I have given up trying cause I'm too worried about how bad it may turn out again, unless I rebond it, which equates to burning it...I'd go for Eunjung's but sis was saying it may either become too childish/mature for me. 

anyway back to work.