Even during times when I don't bother comparing myself with others, I will always be reminded by someone else of how I am not doing as well as that other person... That I'm having all this restrictions. Then again, I only have myself to blame for not having put in as much effort as the other had...
This aside, I realised how... so much had changed, and so much has not. I, however... have not understood why things still lead me to thoughts of you and who I was before. It's been awhile... Maybe it isn't just you. Rather it's how I seem to feel like/become a different person when someone once close to me, leaves.
I really am grateful for the times with secondary school mates as even till now, nothing changes when we're together.
Just something random, both my hairstylist and my colleagues have suggested that I go get my hair cut real short. Well I have been wanting to do that for ages but it has either failed to turn out well or..I have given up trying cause I'm too worried about how bad it may turn out again, unless I rebond it, which equates to burning it...I'd go for Eunjung's but sis was saying it may either become too childish/mature for me.
