got called up by a friend, or.. rather once friend or idk what. but there's still tension. moreover talking bout such stuffs. honestly didnt think i'd be reminded of what happened again. it's the past anyway so yeah this post will be the last id think of it.
either way to top it off, argued really badly with my mom. havent done that for so long. something she said just triggered this whole thing and i couldnt stop arguing my point bout it.
wish i could just shut up at that point and stop agitating her further when she isnt already feeling well.
