Sunday, January 29, 2012 8:52 PM
#nowplaying - Beside You - Marianas Trench
I wish you never gave me that chance again to think, "doesn't matter if there's a whole lot of shit happening right now, cos knowing that you're there makes it all okay. I'd just see you and it'd be all okay."
when I thought I can rely on someone just for a bit...
I realise I'm the only person I can rely on.
I've learnt it the hard way to be independent,
and you just had to break all that and make me all weak like I was before.
and I can never get angry with you for all these still.
this is honestly not something I want to feel.
it makes me completely uneasy.
I've been trying to figure out what is it that I keep feeling is missing.
I still cant. I only feel these bits of emotions here and there.
this word 'Friends'...
it's becoming more and more like a word that I'm too afraid to hear,
in both possible ways.
there's so much I'm asking from myself,
that all I'm becoming is a disappointment.
"Something IS missing. But what is it?"
Labels: doesn't matter who, just please bring me through all these...;so much for learning to be on my own
