i miss the guy that made me tear and smile today.

simply seeing him laughing and smiling and having fun and.. being happy.

i miss being good friends so much. i miss everything we could've had,

if not for that one particular character.. and for the circle of friends.

God, why didnt this work out?

i dont know.. but this hurts. so much.

so much more.

maybe cos he was the first i knew ever since....and made me feel this way,

i miss you so much but you'll never know and you wont care anym

we wont even talk anymore cos you cant even be bothered to.

you avoid me as much as you can, i swear its killing me even more than anything else.

you must be hating on the fact on me being emo and all.

which part of "im justthinking" do you guys not understand.

why of all person, you?

who cared.

so much,

so so so much.. before..

my god.. this hurts..

Labels: please stop being this way :'(

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