i need to meet up with that someone who can make me not feel this way at all more.

no i should meet up with that someone to do work.

wait where is that someone right now?

sigh...

im feeling like crap now

and i cant do my work th whole of last week cos of the ongoing headache that wont go away.

no i dont even have the motivation to do work.

or at the least ive been planning out what i need and want to do,

but everytime i try and start i just...

idk i just cant start.

super unproductive days..

god, i want to look forward to a good weekend and be prepared for my next week, then i thinkk. its holidays. so pleeeeease i really hope i can pick myself up and push harder :(((((

i just want to do it to my best and not waste everything away :(

i cant think bout other stuffs during the holidays. i dont mind taking th whole holidays just to think bout all these.. i just dont want to waste everything ive already worked on away..

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omg this feeling is horrible..