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THIS IS TO YOU MARCUS

Wednesday, October 19, 2011, 11:44 PM

honestly, its not me. its not me!

its what you want sia.?

really one moment want meet again. we did.

then next moment idk why u just lost your temper/mood or smt so easily,

i dont rmbr what it was like exactly..last time.

but i really have too many other things on my mind to go..

suit you and just forget the fact or face the fact that youre not in a good mood,

over things like this? i need..a friend now.

not someone i have to go bother or think bout any other messed up stuffs about.

you know very well whats been happening and how messed up i already am.

do you know it wasnt easy at all? that day when i did that in front of you and said,

itd be the last time we meet?

and yet i just couldnt help it and met you in the end.

please dont make this any harder. even you admit yourself,

you hope u'd find someone better. you already took that step.

so i honestly should be asking you wth are you doing?!

or do you even know what you are doing?

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