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if only words could easily be put into action.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011, 11:55 PM

if i could, i'd like to let everything go.

every. single. thing.

honestly. its the worst feeling ever,

you know?

the feeling of losing a once good friend,

and having to face the person everyday..

it hurts way more than losing a boyfriend.

And i've..finally decided to admit. its impossible to suit everyone.

its either you please others, and not be happy yourself..

or please one friend, and losing the other..

when did things become this hard?

i've been asking myself all these questions every single day..

everytime i see you.. being the way we were with others..

yet giving a cold shoulder the moment we "talk"..

i dont know what to do..

why did i let that happen..

the last person i want to lose is you,

not as anything more, but

honestly as a good friend..

we were once so close...

now you're acting like we're nothing more than two strangers.

must it really be like this?..

the last thing i want now is to lose another good friend.

i think..id just be the one that suits the other person for now..

i'll just keep trying to fight that thought of it being impossible,

to suit everyone.

im sure i'll find some way..

to face everyone..

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