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i just miss my ....friend..(s)..

Sunday, October 23, 2011, 11:46 AM

what happened to us?..

why do i have to be reminded of how close we were before..

every single day i'll have to face this. and there's nothing i can do about it..

honestly missed how we were, the friendship we had..

now.. you're treating me nothing more than a stranger.

while i watch you smiling away with..others..

and giving me a cold shoulder everytime we "talk".

i dont even wish for anything more than we were before we made that mistake,

of wanting to take that other step.

i miss you as a friend, a best friend, regardless what you took me as.

everything you said, when we were friends.. its like,

you've forgotten everything.

i cant believe how seeing all this photos actually made me tear,

and guess what, i found that i locked some old messages of yours.

how am i going to go about doing this and having to 'face' you in this manner?

i've lost the friend whom i can just call when im sad/angry, and would talk 'nonsense',

till i'd just smile, and knowing i'd be okay cos i have him.

just like how ive lost the same friend who'd offer me hugs when i need em to feel better.

and the same friend that'd always be around or texting,

to 'check that im okay', that'd ask me if he needs anything....

why have i lost you to ......

just why of all the people. why? why?

i miss you, not as anything else, but as my best friend.

one of the first two friends i made in poly..

one's no longer in the same class, and ive lost you.

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