haha. whats with my previous post.. so..emotional like that. reminds me so much of my past. hmm having even thought back.. i guess i really dont deserve to even feel anything more than just friends.. for anyone else, or even be with someone new right? haha... i just hope everything's gonna be okay. main thing now is studies uh. i have so much to catch up on. architecture is literally like piles and piles of work waiting to be finished. but no matter how much you do, that'd still be so much left to do.