dizzy dreamer 〆
"Dont cry because its over, smile because it happened."
Monday, June 20, 2011, 7:41 PM
thank you..for your birthday wish. and im very sorry.i never expected that'd i'd be even writing a post regarding this again.
i just got so stressed bout work. and..i suddenly re-read "Koizora (sky of love)".
just nice my ipod was playing "Heavenly days - Aragaki Yui".
sigh. i couldnt help it. i read finish everything.
i even stupidly went to read your old blog, our blog that can never be deleted cause you forgot the password. you even forgot that you did not tell it to me. haha.
memories just kept flowing back and i..couldnt help it...and..just..teared.
i dont want my last memory of you to be filled with guilt.
although..you're none other..than just a friend to me now.
i never knew how you did it last time, doing all those things.. and leaving things that way..
i guess i do now. i never thought it'd be this hard.
but it doesnt matter. i guess all these was meant to happen.
everytime my ipod plays the songs we used to both listen to,
i'd definitely reminisce bout us. but i guess those are just memories i wont ever forget.
ive been through my worst times. but most importantly.. i was happy.
im sorry i did that infront of you that day. ive quit it already. i want you to know that.
ever since that last time we met, ive been away from all those already, dont worry.. :)
but.. lets keep things this way. please dont hope for anything from me anymore..
please move on. like you've said. you saw that..im happy now.
many things happened ever since.. i've already taken the step to move forward.
i have my friends and family around me. and i am happy.
i've met people that i can be happy around as well. so dont hold on anymore.
its been..over 3 years hmm..
i just wanna apologise for not being able to meet you one more time to say im sorry..
Labels: take care :)
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