anyway. i had my crit on thursday and i told myself that i could do it, and i made an improvement. but i feel bad i chasing this one friend out of the adrc. and made sure he doesnt see me for my crit. and he just had to act angry. zzz. things are alright now i guess.

hmm this week, was pretty crazy. it felt like too many changes happened within just 3days.

ive prolly hurt a friend due to this. ive prolly done the wrong thing for letting it be.

but i guess its over now, i hope this is the right choice. i dont want to see yet another person hurt because of my neglection to be more aware of what's going on around me.