dizzy dreamer 〆
first shot.
Thursday, December 30, 2010, 11:43 AM

hmm. so last night vidette had a pretty awesome party. her mum cooked really awesome food too!. there was stingray, beeeeeeeef , stew, and ya chicken wings. matthew kept asking for more. the first one that got high was weimin. she got kinda ..... hehh. but she gotta leave early. faatin and syazana didnt come. hamdan had training. matthias got stomach flu. jingyang was still sick... and. hilme left early too. so ya ended up pascal adira yafiq mark matthew eric josua vidette and me went to the room to play double stack of monopoly deals. then we all had carlsberg , no heineken :/ then. ya vidette's dad prepared so many different drinks. she help us mix haha. end up we played some games and the guys ended up drinking some shots first. after awhile jac came hahahah. she wear till damn hot sia. and she made a whole box of cookies. they were damn good. like really really good. so. ya jac asked me to play with her fivetenfifteentwenty. we ended up drinking really fast sia. jac also got kinda ...... haha :3 then, ya pascal mark and my face got red. then got a part where matthew kept drinking shots with eric josua. which is why both got so high and eric josua seriously got drunk =.- then dunno what happen vidette and matthew also took shots. like matthew was challenging her. and fucking scary cos matthew's type of high is like fucking agitated. best part? he worried vidette's pwarents till vidette sort of chased him out then slapped him cos vidette got abit drunk and worried at th same time, but things got alright alr somehow. but as usual matthew was damn fucked up to all of us. then.. ya end up around 11plus we started heading back cos we didnt want cause any more trouble to vidette's parents. so ya my parents came actually. then suppose to send eric josua cos he really cmi. but they worry my parents dont let me out again. they just took him. =.- ok so ya. lucky things was ok. vidette got her cousin walk back with her. jac and adira left. pascal and matthew took eric josua back. matthew send eric all th way back to his house then he left for zirca. and ya so heng uh everyone was back home safe uh. just vidette and eric werent feeling too good. but overall it was an awesome party haha.
wonder what plans we have for new year's eve.
and.. to another group of ppl; i really dont know if anything happened between us or what, but i seriously miss you guys.

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its okay, 2011's gonna be a better year. i hope.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010, 11:20 AM

been holding on th past for so long. hope to let it go when 2011 starts. hmm. been gettin really bad dreams lately..and i have this really crazy feeling th friendships i have are gonna be put to a challenge.. hmm. okay..so..tmr vidette and her brother having a post..class christmas party. gonna have lotsa foooooood. and we gonna drink! omg like so excited. havent done any work somemore. shall go do now so mum got no excuse to stop me from gg! bai!

bad news: cant skate tmr :( no motivator to see also. haiyuhhhh -_-




motivation.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010, 10:40 PM

so. today woke up at 730 thanks to 3 continuous bad dreams. related to hospitals, ghosts, premonition, and death. fucking hell la. aiyuhhhhhhhh. heck alr. went to my late grandpa's house and ate 'tang yuan'. um some flour ball with peanut/sesame/redbean filling plus sweet soup. then... ya after that headed back to tampine to leave skinnies for alteration. then went home rest awhile then headed out to dover. met nora, then met inah. vidette couldnt come again :/ ummmmm. then went to eat tomyam instant noodle cos th subway and kfc closed when we went to fc5. Z. then ended up nora and I both still hungry, bought a ...i dunno how to call it. something like bento set. but is not japanese. got chicken egg cucumber fries. urgh th fries was horrible. colddddd rice.. =.- ohwell at least i was full. then rest for awhile. then went to skate. and.. it got a little awkward..hm. not th first time i see him. but ..but..today... got so weird. hmmmm. hmmm. um. um. hard to believe he's younger than me. but i dont care also. he like damn funny. do some damn retarded stuffs. i like.
k shall go sleep. need accompany sister go her sec school tmr for orientation or some thing. hope i wont get bored.
time to move on.

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friends(L)
Tuesday, December 21, 2010, 11:32 PM

hmmmmmmmm this photo was from one day ago. so.. yeah went out with leong and JT!. jing and chew never go :( but ohwell still got chance! hmmmmm. uhm so ya. today went out with itiel. went to eat at eighteen chefs at simei then headed off to town. spent our time around till around 9pm i think. i forgot. got damn sleepy. ohya we watched narnia. its was pretty awesome! dontmind watching second time with nora! and....ohya maybe watching hello stranger a second time with itiel. so... ya. uhhhhhh bought christmas present for sis. anddddddd. hmmmmm christmas plans...............hmmmmmm. aiya lazy think. i want to sleep.

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happy birthday to juncheng!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010, 12:09 AM

hmm. so. ytd.. morning suppose go for classes. end up teacher sick then never. went to search for comics and spend quite alot uh . then ya met matthias again. then went to eat then watch "hello stranger". its a fuckingawesomemovie i swear. so ya got emotional bout some stuffs bout M. fucking crazy. haiyuhh. need to move on! it sucks that th feeling is so strong still. lucky got matthias there calm me down, so yea things are good. so. yea after that went to meet itiel for dinner and pool!!! woohoo things were good too. like so long never see him alr. its really great we are still so close hehehehhee. had fun but i found out bout some stuffs bout him. but its alright la. hehe. you're still my bro :D and... ya after that went to walk at pasirris park and talk bout stuffs.. then headed home already. so tired again. hmm. bout th jc birthday thing like damn sad uh. wished i could be there. really sucks cos celebrate at 12am. so...ya. do hope next time got chances to go!! hmm shall not anyhow think bout ytd alr. so..ya. just hope things wont change. then things are still the same and that everything'd be good.
OUR GOAL: CHEERUP BE HAPPY! :D

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happy moments and disappointments.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010, 12:02 AM

today. jc very randomly called me so ya we talked reaaaal long. then checked to see if like wanna meet up today or something becos ytd he mentioned bout meeting today. end up never confirm anything. met matthias for lunch together. didnt expect that it wasnt awkward at all, in fact it felt like we were best friends. so yeah good thing. then.... met up with nora! . first time alone go out with her!. like so naise!. :D i was worried i'd bore her to death haha. end up was still alright , maybe next time should like she said, plan out first. watched "let me in". th storyline like...very slow uh. but overall it was great! had some satanic stuffs that i didnt really know of hmm. kinda scary. ok then... yea we talked and stuffs. then..had dinner when bin came to find her!. bugis lika so boring. end up we all like got a bit sian and tired, so left for home!. and..reached tampines the time, ericJ just texted if see wanna meet for dinner nearby. then my phone batt dying i said ok. i went to search at whole of tmall. so stupid. end up walking back to interchange. saw him and his friends he said he was gyming/running/swimming with. so pretty lucky! so ya end up jingyang went home alr, then like become odd number, then i also likea ultra sleepy. so end up headed home already. hmmm still sort of thinking bout th jc and haikel thing, like they never call me lately.. wonder if its related to what happen ever since then. if it is like really piss me off uh. i have end up distant from great friends like them. like disappointed and sad. but in the morning jc called...so maybe im just thinking too much. shall trust him more!. ok so here i am now. im so fucking tired shall turn in early. tmr need go school for stupid consultation somemore. ohman. but....can see weiminvidettehamdan hahha good enough a reason for me to look forward to gg school! ok shall text till i fall asleep.
Dont ever think you're not worth of anything whatsoever. to me, you're a really awesome girl, dont ever forget that.♥.

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what goes around comes around.
Sunday, December 12, 2010, 11:32 PM

so much shit. so much lies. so much hurt. so much pain. so much sorrow. so much.. misunderstandings in life. haiyuh why so hard to live life happily one.
happy birthday to you, wish you all the best , and be happy!.sorry., and thank you for everything,

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Simon Kotyk
Monday, December 6, 2010, 9:03 PM



hehehhehehhe chanced upon this boy on the webbbbbb. :3 there was a video of him also, his smile's really cute!. :D okkkkkkkkkkkkk. back to reality. been rushing loads and loads of work. darch projects are huge. got so much shit need to be done, but still. model-making is loads of fun. deciding where to put all the furniture and stuffs was really enjoyable too hahaha, never regretted gettin into architecture (L). ok. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i need to exercise.

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what an emotional night.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010, 12:27 AM

all of them are happy. they're happy. im happy for them. but what's with this feeling?
why does it feel like im tearing apart? why do i always fail in everything in my life?
the one thing i want most is to be happy. is that so much to ask for?
it feels like im taking two steps back.back into the past.
reminiscing.

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