all of them are happy. they're happy. im happy for them. but what's with this feeling?
why does it feel like im tearing apart? why do i always fail in everything in my life?
the one thing i want most is to be happy. is that so much to ask for?

it feels like im taking two steps back.back into the past.

reminiscing.

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hello i am qy 〆 ヒスイ sleep paralysis, wretches & sketches しめ

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