hais i dont know what to do. so tired. shall skip all th unhappy stuffs. ok so .. today went to skate with josh. didnt meet jolyn nor jon in th end :/ god. i just realised th 3 people i was supposed to meet for skates all starts with JO. hmmmmmmmmm. should i choose that as my christian name?. ohwell. ok so today.. went to try ramps. apparently th higher one i managed to skate up and back down but without 180 turn :/ tripped over for this.. then for th 45degrees one. i went up and slide down. fell once. then josh ask me from top go down, (not drop-in). then i stand there stone for damn long. josh said i took 1hour . wtf . think he anyhow uh but really i stood there damn long dont dare go down. eventually gtg at 6. so i just fuck care alr cos mum was making a fuss. i went down and fell . knee pain uh. got a bump there :/ but..feel kinda shiok uh. fall already then can learn. hmm . cant wait for wed skates , hope my knee would have recovered!.