dizzy dreamer 〆
"S(HE) BE(LIE)VED."
Thursday, November 4, 2010, 10:02 PM
things hasnt been going very well. i dont know la. i dont know what to do alr. what you've said to me, i really. i just dont know what to do la. you not ready for serious rls. thats what i get from what u've been showing me. i feel regretful. sighs. i just feel really disappointed. all it took was one month for you to suddenly change. how can you know what to do at the start and tell me you do not know how to do anything to make us last? i really dont know what to do. lately its been like crap. dont know what u want. its not bout just one small little detail , its many small little details that you dont even show that you are trying thats making the problem become so huge. i really dont get it. if you were such a person right from th start, dont show me the fake you right at the start! really wished th person whom i knew at the start was th real you. guess im wrong. or maybe i should say. i expected th worst right from th start. i knew bout th type of person that you were, and yet. sighs. i trusted. i believed. i tried. what i get back are excuses, lies, no trust, and disappointments. if i could tell you how i feel face to face without you trying to change and avoid the subject all the times, maybe things would have turned out to be better. i think you didnt know that this rls actually meant something to me.Labels: disappointed at your meaning of caring, your meaning of loving, your meaning of trying.
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hello i am qy 〆 ヒスイ sleep paralysis, wretches & sketches しめ
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