dizzy dreamer 〆
time away from my boy, now im thinking back into history again.
Saturday, October 2, 2010, 1:42 PM
so its been 2 days without J. sighs. i do miss that silly boy . but ive been thinking bout something else lately. i dont know what to do bout it. im thinking back into th past. my dreams. its like they're trying to tell me something . but i cant figure out what. ive been dreaming bout someone i dont want to think about anymore. but th thing is that person has already stepped into my life. that person was in my life for 3 years. now seeing whats happening to him is making me feel guilty of what ive been doing.all i did was try. i dont know if what im doing is better for us or making it worst. althuogh i know i have gotten that person out of my mind for quite some time already, i can feel that that person is the reason im holdi ng back.I want to tell you not to visit my blog anymore. but i know im lying. i know im selfish. but i dont want you out of my life. you made me feel that th times we spent together were like a dream.
Labels: something that can never be real, something that makes me face up to reality.
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hello i am qy 〆 ヒスイ sleep paralysis, wretches & sketches しめ
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