dizzy dreamer 〆
life's never simple. its always complicated. thats why its forever so fucked up; so is falling in love.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010, 12:56 AM
fuck my life. forever this fucked up one. misunderstandings after misunderstandings. it never ends. it sucks. alot. i hate it!. whats wrong with my life. fuck sia. i really wanna break down. cry till i die. i wish this world got no such thing as sadness or pain. i wish everyone can be happy. i hate everything. i hate myself. i hate that i always screw things up. i feel as though everything fucked up starts with me. i can never say or do anything right. every fucking thing is wrong one. like im not meant to be living. i hate my life. i hate myself. hate it hate it hate it!. is it so hard just to keep a friendship? or fall in love? why is it always so wrong. i really hate it!. i dont wanna cry. i dont wanna feel sad. i dont wanna piss ppl off, make ppl angry. i dont want to live in a world with no trust. i hate this stupid world!. its always secrets that leads to lies that leads to misunderstandings that leads to hate that leads to everything single thing to get fucked up. i hate it!. why is it so hard just to be happy!. fuck!.
Labels: i hate that life's full of lies and secrets; why cant one just live with truths and be who they are.
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