lots of shit happen lately. got grounded. fought with my mum. saw her really go mental for awhile, yet i still continued shouting at her. dunno wtf is wrong with th whole family. or maybe its just me.again. at first wanted go against my dad and just get out of house, go for th planned movie, and then go for skates awhile and reach home 6. end up dunno wtf happen. dunno what happen to me. suddenly damn sleepy, then aiya fuck it la, decided to just be a fucking good girl and stayed at home. need miss skates, again. irritating sia, want to skate, then cannot skate for fucking stupid reasons. end up spent my whole afternoon thinking bout everything's that has been happening; did a damn stupid thing, then was waiting for smt then suddenly fall asleep again. next moment cannot find my phone. lazy to even find it, dunno wth happen. sigh. have been like thinking wth is wrong with my life. is really like..all it took was for me to make one small mistake. really sucks when people assume every single thing about you by judging from what they see on th outside and start assuming and misunderstanding everything else 'bout you. hmm, sometimes i admire you, that you'd just do your own thing and not bother so much bout everything else. sighs. i really think we could have been best friends. so many things changed ever since. like somehow, th old you is lost somewhere. how i wish we were closer like before. hmmm, if only we could spend more time together. if only you knew..i miss you.