if only i had the power to make my parents understand ,
Thursday, March 11, 2010, 8:44 PM
i dont know what to do , i dont know what's right. i dont know what's best . i dont know i really dont. sighs . im sorry im always making it so fucked up for you, im sorry i cant do anything about it. im sorry that my parents just dont approve of us now, next time..i dont know..i really dont think it would be forever. i dont know . im sorry . im sorry everything's this way . i really wish i could do something about it to make things better .. im sorry . so fucking useless. i just thought, us being able to be happy would be enough .. i dont know .. im just trying to be happy. im sorry if i seem selfish ...i dont know i dont know . i really wish i can make you happy. i wish we could be happy . sighs . stop torturing us...