because everytime i try to make it better, it only gets worst.
Monday, March 29, 2010, 7:54 PM
i dont know what to do. i dont know what's right. i dont know what's best . i really dont know. i thought it would be easy. i never knew. there's so much that you'd never told me. everytime i try to think it'd be better for you. i made things worst. i didnt mean to. everytime i try to do things to make us both happy. its just never enough. sometimes i feel, im always th only one trying so hard. i just wished you'd understand. i just want to be there for you , and for you to be here for me. i want to be happy. i want you to be happy. i want us to be happy.