it seems that, this time. its for real. everything's over.
Sunday, February 7, 2010, 8:32 PM
how i wish, everything was just a nightmare. how i wish when i wake up and open my eyes, i will be waking up beside you. how i wish then, you would hold me tight, and tell me everything's alright. but i guess. the nightmare was real, and my life has become a torture, a living death. cause' without you, i realised that nothing's ever gonna be alright ever again . when i saw those words. i felt sad, tht you're really walking away. but then i realised,that was th best for you, so i started crying&laughing. how stupid i was.