dizzy dreamer 〆
i wished you'd just be yourself.
Friday, February 19, 2010, 11:11 PM

i went again, passed 2bottles of water, saw your ahma and dad, felt as heartwarming as when i saw your mum
then, managed to see your smile again .
then..ya . i feel really angry that i didnt trust your words, i also found out it was real already.
i guess i trusted your feelings too much. stupid. moreover from th first day i liked you, i was already stupid enough.
hais, nevermind . i really dont know what to do this time.
cos', she's not me, and she'll never be me. for she can be with you when you need her.
so i guess i shouldnt go find you anymore . cos you dont need anyone else in her absence, unlike me
cos whatever i do can never be enough. though i never got to know whether you're really happy, or not , now. its okay. i'll believe that you will be. bout my parents that one..i dont know how to say. i wont say either. and ya you shouldnt believe, cos you should just carry on with how you are living now. i only want to say, do whatever that makes you happy. for that's what im trying to do now
P.S. i think you have a really nice family. :)

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