nothings seems to be okay , hais.

everywhere i go, i'd still be reminded of you.

no matter what i do, every single small details can make me think of us .

hais. really weird lo. do what also can be reminded of you.

just suddenly got th word thailand, or marcus, or yishun, or pig or i dunno how many more things, i will think of you. then i go so many places that we went together before i'd think of you.

and so many more . then, hais worst. angry , i wished you were here. to calm me down.

i sad, wished you could be here to hold me. i happy, i wished you were th one beside me being happy with me. when i look into th mirror and try to smile, or if i take photo, i feel like.. suddenly in difficulty or what .. hais. so many things la. i just cant do it, but since your friend said you can,

i wont come disrupting your life againm, cos i'd only leave with causing you more pain.

so ya, hope you're alright. then again, i just cant do it. hais. try and try . still sucks.

everytime suddenly chat with friends/cousins. sure talk tilll you or what. then talk bout you usually at th start is super happy. made me damn high. then when gonna end th talk.... then suddenly damn pain. hais. cos...is like..i cant have any more..memories..or what i dunno ba .

hais.ya. anyway. ..

th next time, i wont let you see till me again .