dizzy dreamer 〆
Thursday, November 26, 2009, 8:36 PM
thought you say, you dont want to reply to my pathetic insulting blog ?you did, in th end .
say i didnt get th facts right ?
please, you did enough. to mess my mind up.
still want to say until you didnt mean what you did like that.
please, you messed my mind enough to make me feel that,
you say those words, to hurt me .
agitate me .
make me feel so, unbelonging huh ?
please, i dont know what is your problem k .
you know what you doing, that's best .
good for you, if got supportive friends around you .
and btw ? sorry, i didnt say you were a fake friend.
you just did, and btw, i didnt say things behind your back.
and woah, im not like you, who go around asking people to know about what is going on
to, i dont know...
as what you said .
"cos i know more than you" ouch .
of course, you know so many things.
you are th one, that asks them.
i dont , they tell. not me .
i got call every single friend of yours meh ?
oops, i not like you, you damn lucky huh ? so many friends beside you.
not me, i dont go around asking so much.
thanks, call me no life. call me crazy
just what i need .
cos i already had my life sucked out of me, and ya i was crazy enough to bother bout this,
right, from th start .
happy huh ?
if you are so happy trying to ruin my life, go ahead .
ive had enough already, for 4 whole years.
once again, being so stupid thinking everything's gona be okay.
yet. ya realising how dumb i am, to know now. nothing's ever gona be okay again.
if those words are mean? ask yourself , how much more mean words you've said,
to me, and to others.
and let me see,
i think you are th one, who say things without getting th facts right first.
and btw, you say. you are tired?
you dont want to fight?
please, how bout me?
im so fucking tired about all these stupid things.
having to be bothered so much by you.
you still dont realise it huh ?
or maybe you do, that's why u are doing all these.
that, everytime you are fine with me.
evrything in school, with th girls.. everything's fine.
when u are not, everything goes haywire.
please, you say you dont want to fight?
how is this a fight?
last time, all i did , was be such a weak shit, keeping my mouth shut, as u do things your way.
now all i did was say out how exactly i feel.
how is that a fight?
go ahead,
you know how bad my life is already,
and you still want to ruin it,
want to make it worst,
you want to take those near to me, and everything else you can get,
go ahead, take till ive nothing left.
take till you're happy .
as you said,
you know what you're doing.
hope you're happy with your life, with what you do. and every single thing.
just dont regret,
like how i have,
of believing everything's going to be okay .
no mood.
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