dizzy dreamer 〆
Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 11:09 AM
hmmm ,well today woke up . and....everything's still fine :]
hmm, talk bout ytd bahs .
well,
first, im feeling guilty .
so just want to say sorry to mum & dad , yeah .
didnt mean to break your trust, but still . ...
dont worry, i know what im doing, so should you see this blogpost,
i will still bear all th consequences :]
yeah, i met marcus yesterday :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
im happy, i fufilled th things you asked :D
met before u go overseas, went orchard, went to eat, went for movie :DDDDDDD
hmm. supposed to meet at 12pm, end up i abit late. haha sorry ! :x
well, then sat there awhile, M smoked . *hais*
then..moved off... OHYA OHYA .
i first time wear dress in front of him alamak .
i wore..on top white ,bottom blue . with black belt, plus brown bag..& red converse haha .
marcus wear, white formal top, blue jeans, levi's belt, white converse :D
haha . yeah .
at first felt weird, in th end didnt bother much alr .
sadly, didnt take until any photos .
dont know why also haiyaa . ):
but, nevermindds .
hmm.
walked to taka th seoul garden eat .:]
lol, at th start, marcus cook on th pan, those meat. he cook until more cooked then mine.
mine, he say half cooked LOL .
den later awhile. is my turn cook better alr, he cook until got chao da lol ! XD
but th feeling very nice.
eat together, cook th food to eat.
hahahahahah think bout it jiu happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :DDDDDDDDD
then i see marcus eat so many potato with th mushroom sauce i think ?
dont know what sauce beige colour de :]
he liek it alot apparently heehee :]
then ya, take till 2 plates LOL!
sadly, i dont like that sort of potato . haha .
then eat till, damn full le .
then never eat fruits. never eat ice cream haa .
then moved off,
he very full also.
OHYA.
got one part. go take food.
he bent down take plate.
he back pain . alamak.
lao ah gong le =xx .
joking de lahhs . hee heee .
hmm..
then like that lo .
that day he abit gong laa.
hmm. then go toilet come out then go kinokuniya awhile :]
walked around, hand was cold. so . heehee :]
thank you, M :D i did feel warmer :]
then, he go see his books by Darren Shan . i think.
den i go see some vampire books .
then next moment i turn, chua tio he behind haha :D
happyhappy .:D
then, we head to see jap stuffs,
he see jrock th magazine, i go see animae,&comic books :]
skyoflove, haah sad, he didnt have interest to see ? )))))):
but ohwell, he still lvoe his that boxing animae, cos got girls w big neh =x
ahhhahahahah =x
then.
headed to orchard cineleisure .
go see 2012 th timing.
took th 4pm show.
we both too full, never buy anything, ahha .
den got some time,
so go walk .
walk tilll got some christmas decorations .
haha .
wanted to see th bottom, but i too short, cant see alamak .
kena suan by M . haa .
then...
he touched some christmas th ' balls ' then he said something..
wth, dont want continue bout that , ohman ._.
SKIPSKIP .
then 4pm sharp, we head in to sit in cinema .
:]
while waiting. sit ther do nothing lorh .
th starting still thought really end up nobody come sit beside us.
haha .
eventually th show start awhile, den got people le la .
well, before that .
got lie on his shoulder awhile haha . :)
then..show start ...
then watch..
yeah :]
everything was fine.
th show's nice :]
in some way, quite influential alamak =.=
then. watch got one part , mama sms .
then is bout me not lying and stuffs.
hais, dont know la .
then jus worried,
so helf on to marcus , lie on his shoulder and watch lo .
:]
got one part, he held my hand haha :]
thanks you , M :]
then...
eventually th show end....
haiya .
went to toilet,...
den he end up take longer,
cos he plucked out something from his hand =.=
part of it my fault, i think i scratched until it, den th whole thingy came off...D:
sorry D;
haiyaa .
then... was deciding on whether to go dinner with him or not.
cos i had th choice
but there's still a risk,
if i stayed longer.
was already stuttering at what to say to my mum on th sms.
got slight contradictions .
then .
eventually thought M go eat w his friends, so we end up head home.
at th mrt,
my side one, came first .
i didnt go.
his came,
didnt go.
mine came again .
didnt go.
wanted to ...ya give proper goodbye,
but didnt. hais.
eventually both of us th mrt come same time,
so we both went in ,
yep .
then was asking him to smile, he didnt get th msg llol .
but nevermindd.
in th cinema saw enough of his silly smiles :D
yeah , :D
then head home.
hais he end up so sian diao .
i guess he's so disappointed in me...
end up he nv eat hais.
my fault.
then ...
at bus stop, i call him, he also..
so sian ..
hais.
"forever like this" .
hais ,
neveerminddd, i tried to stay positive though ,
told him everything's gona be fine :]
yep.
then head home le .
everything was fine :]
i played ' xiang qi ' with daddy .
was one step slower than him! .so lost haha .
den watch a dvd, G.I Joe, wow not bad siol :D
hmm.
den, ya so far thing's been fine :] i think thursday i going out to shop for dress, clutch &heels :D
then ya . that's bout it.
sms-ed you at night, u didnt seem so happy though ...quite sad..
hais, but nevermindds, just wana let you know everything's fine :D
saw some blogs & stuffs today :D
saw your blog, th prev posts and some more..
didnt know, you awaited US . so much .
yeah .
thank you .
that still gave me strength to go on.
haha ive been wondering..
how can i ever forget you . haa .
doubt will also .
cos i think if i forget you, i will really cry .
haa . weird huh ?
but in any case,
thank you marcus :D
stay happy, :D
be mroe positive abit laaa,
i trying also..
haha .
life's short LOL .
then. ya. enjoy ur trip,! be back safely .:DDDDDDDDDD
we WILL meet again, i promise .
i jus dont know when .:]
i promise, we willl meet again someday . even not in this life, next life . :D
openly :D
remember to keep that silly smile of yours! :D
thursday i think going out with jac&cheryl to buy dress :D
last day alr .
friday gala dinner...:]&th day M go overseas... ):
then next monday, mum&sis go overseas. till th following monday .
sad, something i didnt say ..hmm.really sad, that th timing my mum overseas..
u still will be overseas..wasted chances .. ):
but nevermind la! wait for you come back! :D
hope everything goes well :D
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