dizzy dreamer 〆
Thursday, June 11, 2009, 4:38 PM
haiyaa, ytd no time use labtop,uhhs . ohya . th post goin to be sibei lonq, so, i say sorry first uh :]
10june:
right in th morning i woke up, den papa keep ask me get out of bed, lol.
den i sat at my study table den yawn, den he come tap my head.
-_-
den my mama give me ANGBAO<3 lol
hehhehs . den aiyah, she go bring up some past things,
den we argued.
den awhile okay le la .
uh, den morning pei her go eat breakfast, sis still sleeping.
den eat le, den go home wait for my ahma come from toapayoh.
i feel so bad siol, her leg not good, den travel all the way here,
just to give me angbao&bakkwa cos she know i like,
aiyohs . at least she so much better than th ahma dat is staying here with me-_-
ohya, den she ask me for number den she went to buy toto den go home le.
i from then, i rotting th whole time la
i cor wc to ask she what time go chalet
den keep on cannot give ans D:
den i rot until in th end i buay tahan 4plus i cor everard,
den say i go find him le lo.
before go out...actually called someone , wanted meet..but couldnt confirm..
sian la, end up unable to meet. T_T
uh..den i go chalet le .
i took 403,waitwaitwait, finally bus come.
reach there, den in bus saw ZP, wlao dao me lo .
den go down bus tgt then he gimme some jokejoke face -_-
den meet everard, chloe&michael.
den go in play daidi(i duno how to spell la),
den..after awhile..go downstairs set up bbq thinqy liaos .
awhile later, jasT cominq, so me n chloe go 'fetch' her,
den we go do bbq thingy.ohya, she gimme present dat time also.
bbq do awhile den suddenly didi sms jasT, i quite chua tio la.
he go sms her , lol .
den didi say he coming le den sms jasT .
so wait lo .
den while waiting we bbq mutton&chicken satay..
oya! got bbq chicken wing also, very nice sia, everard brother bbq one._.
uh..den haiyaa wanted to call that someone come, but see timing n situation..
i doubt could cor.. somemore papa like say until he 'patrolling around' so..
never meet, urgh siansian .
den later finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
WC COME LE . den pass me her present&susan's.
lol i quite chua tio susan rmbr siol, haas .
oya, that wc,
she keep on sms she coming SOON , SOON, SOON
her SOON is like 2-3 hours later ?
aiyah , den she come like so sleepy..
really pig..hais .
aiyah .
den.
awhile,
i go find didi, cos jasT say he come le .at bus stop .
den i go lo . den horh! end up he havent come.
lol den i cor him, he say left 2 stops.
so wait lo .
he come th time,
sky alr like very dark la .
den he gimme cake&present .
uh . den we duno what to do.
lol, den end up find seat.
den light up candle for th cake .
i was worried he goin smash th cake, but heng heng nv la.
den uh, i make wish le den wan blow candle,
but th wind so strong i think no nd blow le lo.
end up de candle light so small, i still go blow.
den like blowing nothing, den i made a sound like..
pui saliva like that =.=
den end up laugh lo .
oh..den end up very sian.
so he take out candle play with it and th lighter .
trying to melt it to make word.
but end up fail, hehehehs .
den ..
awhile goin 8.. i say maybe shld go le,
den ok lo .
i say take bus, he say wan walk.
den haiyaa, i walk him lo,
he say dontwan .
den i jus walk him la .
den
awhile he say he downloaded something.
den i hear,
den fk la he go play some ghostly sound,
he know i super scared still go play .
zzzzzzz .
aiyah. i go scold alot of thing come out. -_-
den ownself walk go back .
aiyah den go bbq den awhile go playground.
den i ask wc wan cake not,
den she say yes,
so end up, wc n chloe n me eat cake .
den finish den go bac th room play daidi,
and watch tv ..
around 10 plus den jasT wan go back le.
den i stand up wan pei her, ask her wan my parents send her bk not,
she donwan..
den wc say wait .. so i ask them wan take ride, dey donwan.
so i ask wc pei jasT go bk first lo,
i pei chloe n see them play mahjong la .
den i see so many rounds still dont understand .-_-
den awhile papa cor liao,
dey sms" still nd wait how long"
den i tell chloe i think i nd go le.
den coincidently her papa cor, say downstairs le.
so go down tgt lo .
den after that. go find family den go home.
den in th car, they like hiding something.
aiyah, mama too noob le la .
end up . i found out first.
papa gave me th red camera i wanted all the while ..
hahas, quite happy la. ;]
mama say labtop&hp i still nd to slowly earn back ..
so.. wait lo .
den after that go home, watch tv awhile ..
actually wan cor someone..end up nv ..cos parents too late sleep le.
den i also too tired, i jus plop on th bed den sleep le.....
11june:
uh, ya today. i go see blog..
den saw until di th blog .
den i found out why he wan scare me..
and i also didnt know i hurt him la,
hais, sorry didi! .
i didnt mean to say that, aiyah .
still, you didnt have to do that right..
AND, YOU ARE NOT A LOUSY DI. URGH .
i really dontknow why you go say that siol .
if u lousy, den im a much worst jie .
super hopeless, go say those kind of things to you .
-_-
you didnt have to jus go walk alone also right ?
and.. haiyaa sorry couldnt pei you go eat .
see? im much worst a jie , so please ,
dont say u're lousy can .
hais, still .
sorry , really very very sorry .
i made it such a bad day for you also ..
haiyaaa, anw . i really didnt get what u mean on ur sms .
i jus hope is not what i think la.
but still, ya you will still be my best didi ever la .
so..seriously , dont keep on anyhow think everytime la .
urgh.urgh, overall.. ytd birthday cannot say was good, cannot say was bad also .
must thank my friends for th present,& everard, for th bbq&..
ya, didi thanks for coming, and..sorry. hais .
aiyah, dont bother so much into this la,
everyday troubled over so many thinqs,
cannot concentrate for Olvls,
will be even worst .-_-
must JY den prove to parents,
den hurry get freedom,
den hope can get back like before....
hope can happy also .
P.S if i strained until ur eyes cos of th long post, my apologies .
hais, boy ah, bout ytd, really sorry, i really wish i could cor you to meet..
but, i was thinking..
maybe i should jus hurry get back freedom first.
cos' i dontwant to risk losing th chance to get back again..
haiya, i dont know what's on ur mind la..
but ya, im trying my best, to make it up for after my Olvls..
&im kind of..still waiting.
maybe ur life now much better, if i wasnt there..
i dont know.. i guess you alr found someone much better ?..
i jus wish you happiness la, regardless .
aiyah, anws, all this while, sorry.
for not being a good special friend last time;
for not being a good girlfriend last time;
for not being a good i-dont-know-what-kind-of-friend now..
still, i truly wish you happiness .
must be happy k? :)
you deserve that ...
i'll try my best to be there for you if you need me&
i support you with whatever you do..
except..i hope you can quit smokinq la .
yeah , all th' best, love <3
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